A choice made

For the happiness of others

Wrong and painful

And no one understands

Shrugs of concern

Regret keeping your eyes wide

During the cold and darker nights

Spilling tears

Showering down your cheeks

Wishing for a clock

To return to that regretful day

To take back  the choice

To scream Stop

To stop what's gone

To stop the lies

The deception of humans

To release the bloody anguish

All the remains in your memory

Weeks of love

Kicking and future

Slaughtered and lost in minutes of pain

But all that remains is your torture

Hiding from your death

Before your time is up

But the choice being made

No chance for a tiny child

Unborn

Unnamed

Loved and loving

But never deserved

Regret from day one

And pain after the fact

Worse than ever imagined

Changing your opinion

In a minute

A day lost in infamy

Never forgotten

But wishing to forget

Wishing to take back

Anger surrounding a darkening life

Spilling and splashing

To the non understanding

Caring but not feeling

Not understanding the pain inside

The regret which forever haunts

Your lifeless character

Little hopes

Forgetting to ring its tiny bell

Never forgetting

Never not regretting

And no one understanding

 

               Adraina Grimm